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Christworld (15th Anniversary Deluxe Edition)

by Thomas Christ

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1.
You ask me where is god, You ask me how to pray. You ask me when to sing, You ask me when to play. God is underground, buried and dead. Killed two thousand years ago, never to rear his head. Get on your hands and knees, pray to the dirt. If there was a god at all, his corpse lies in the earth. Christians dig a hole, go down and look for god, or whatever's left when they killed him with their rods. Christians dig a hole, go down and look for god, or whatever's left when they killed him with their rods. God is underground, buried and dead. Killed two thousand years ago, never to rear his head. Get on your hands and knees, pray to the dirt. If there was a god at all, his corpse lies in the earth. God is underground, buried and dead. Never to exist. Worship yourself instead.
2.
promise unto them salvation the reality is death and starvation blame all the sinners but it isn't their fault misery's hand is the Jesus cult nail yourself to the tree in self-degrading hypocrisy pretend to care as best as you can a cheap imitation of compassionate man talk to the windows and pray to the doors i'm climbing through mine while you're closing yours scarred hands and feet is all you'll achieve for the blood that is shed by the ones who believe baptism is post-birth abortion manipulative religious distortion living you life as would a slave they'll never return those tithings you gave hammer in nails to pierce all your flesh you blame all your sins on the TV and sex sit back and watch as they rape your child while chastity belts are sold in the isles i will not believe you will not deceive i will not believe you will not deceive
3.
prophets and priests sages and seers all the deceivers and the misfit believers they tell you that christ did it for you and you are evil if you don't do it too nails nails hammer them in pay pay for your life of sin thorns thorns jaggers of scorn misery ministry that you adore pile on the guilt cuz you are so dirty fall to your knees o god please don't hurt me no pleasure no sex or any of those your god up in heaven fucking his hoes god is evil you are feeble
4.
i was the assassin in the night who came for blood, who came to fight. i was the serpent in the grass come to shatter you like glass. i was the sniper on the knoll intending to pierce you with a hole. i was the bug with poison fangs who came to avenge and watch you hang. If you want to call me your killer ignore all the love that i gave. you will have to turn the gun around and send me into my grave. forget i bought you flowers they all died away. forget we talked for hours you never cared what i say. Show me you hate me blow off my head kill me i'll be dead
5.
Remember the roses with baby's breath, Given in dozens at a time? They've been replaced by bitter words, And fear in both of our minds? Remember the flowers that once were alive? Now are dead, petals on the ground. Without love not a thing can live, Especially when you're gagged, tied, and bound. I once would send you flowers arranged, To show the love I had; But now all you send are dead flower corsages, Of love that was just a fad.
6.
i was born into your world. the bastard son of a raped little girl. i could feel the cold of winter even though i was born in June. my mother lied to me. she wouldn't let me see. she told me the world was beautiful when it was ugly in actuality. but you opened up the curtains. made it as plain as day. the world would grow to hate me and you were the first to say. you made me feel like a christ. held down and nailed away. my feelings died like a christ. it was clear that i had to pay. your words hammered into me and it was plain to see. you thought that i would return to kill but how could i when i'm still nailed to my tree. my world became you. you let the darkness shine right through. you became a metaphor for all that was dead but somehow i still can't live without you.
7.
Crucify 06:26
stock up on bullets i'm still on the loose. try to ignore me but that is no use. ill be your lover and you be my hater. it works best that way when you save me for later. kill away your lover. kill away your savior. kill away the memories of all the love i gave you. pick up your gun. blow off my head. my love won't die until i'm dead. i am your problem and you want to kill me. the fact that i still love you and that you're what fills me. you want it to stop and you know just how. but i have to ask who the killer is now.
8.
I turned to you god, i did. Begged you on bended knee. But you turned away god you did, If you're even god indeed. I turned to you god, i did. Begged you on bended knee. But you turned away god you did, If you're even god indeed. I turned to god And he turned away. Ignored my prayers The day that I prayed. But he isn't real. God is just a lie. And if he is He just left me to die.
9.
we were both nailed to the same cross she on one side and i on the other the evil world put us there to punish us for the truth we discovered and on that day our blood mixed dripped on the ground and met with a kiss the hatred of millions brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever tears were as blue as the ocean the blood was as red as fire in the sky our blood mixed together and turned to gold and from it the light reflected in our eyes and on that day our blood mixed dripped on the ground and met with a kiss it was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever i thought it a sign from above i heard through the death as the angels they sang but she bought her way down to freedom and ran far away and left me to hang and on that day our blood mixed dripped to the ground and met with a kiss it was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever and on that day our blood mixed dripped to the ground and met with a kiss was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever but I was wrong!
10.
my eye has got this thing in it. i tried to gouge it out. i'm rotted black with fear, remorse, and misery, and doubt. my eye has got this thing in it. each time i try to pray my head is full of suicides. please take it away. the floor is a lake. the dam is a door. please try not to drown yourself, my tears are on the floor. my eye has got this thing in it, i wish i could be blind. then i would not have seen the things that terrorize my mind. my eye has got this thing in it, i know you put it there. each time i cry, i wanna die, choking on your hair
11.
i cannot tell how many days it has been since i realized i could never win. the scars are too deep and the limbs are gone and all my sunsets come at dawn. the misery comes down deep and hard. every shred of hope has gone so far. i feel dead and raped inside. dried up are the tears that were in my eyes. so i do what i can do and what i can do is cry. and slice myself with razorblades and hope that soon i die. and i spend every morning mourning. every afternoon and evening too. and i spend every morning mourning since there's nothing left that i can do. many are the people who are dying and many are the people who are crying. i am not an exception, but the rule. and i am not a man, i'm a fool. i am dying inside of my casket. I know that I can no longer mask it. i feel dead and raped inside. erased is the life that was in my mind. No, no, no, no Razorblades
12.
When I look at you, I see what shouldn't have happened. I can see in your eyes a bad accident. The victims are many, the injuries grusome. The bent tracks and the words that I never meant. Forgive me for what I know I said has caused. The bloodshed and the gore that is scarred in your head. I would erase the time past away, But you can't fix what's broken when everything's dead. But every train wreck is beautiful, I guess. As long as it's just in your mind. Does the wreck go away that's inside your head, Upon the day that I die? When I look in the mirror all I see is the victim, But you see a terrorist wielding his bomb. When I look at myself, I'm bruised, torn, and beaten, Crucified, died with nail-marks in my palms. It seems that you see in me a dictator, Cruel and unflinching with selfish demands. The truth is I'm love disguised as a stranger, And I carry nothing but gifts in my hands.
13.
You ask me where is god, you ask if we should pray. You ask if he's the king, made this in seven days. God is underground, buried and dead. Killed two thousand years ago, never appears his head. Get on your hands and knees, pray to the dirt. If there was a god at all, his corpse lies in the earth. Christians dig a hole, go down and look for god, or whatever's left when they pierced him with their rods. God is underground, buried and dead. Failure to exist. Worship yourselves instead.
14.
promise unto them salvation the reality is death and starvation blame all the sinners but it isn't their fault misery's hand is the Jesus cult nail yourself to the tree in self-degrading hypocrisy pretend to care as best as you can a cheap imitation of compassionate man talk to the windows and pray to the doors i'm climbing through mine while you're closing yours scarred hands and feet is all you'll achieve for the blood that is shed by the ones who believe baptism is post-birth abortion manipulative religious distortion living you life as would a slave they'll never return those tithings you gave hammer in nails to pierce all your flesh you blame all your sins on the TV and sex sit back and watch as they rape your child while chastity belts are sold in the isles i will not believe you will not deceive
15.
prophets and priests, sages and seers, all the deceivers, and the mystic believers. they tell you that Christ did it for you and you are evil if you don't do it too. nails, nails, hammer them in. pay, pay, for your life of sin. thorns, thorns, jaggers of scorn. Misery ministry that you adore. pile on the guilt cause you are so dirty. fall to your knees "oh god please don't hurt me". no pleasure, no sex or any of those. your god up in heaven fucking his hoes. god is evil you are feeble
16.
i was the assassin in the night who came for blood, who came to fight. i was the serpent in the grass come to shatter you like glass. i was the sniper on the knoll intending to pierce you with a hole. i was the bug with poison fangs who came to avenge and watch you hang. If you want to call me your killer ignore all the love that i gave. you will have to turn the gun around and send me into my grave. forget i bought you flowers they all died away. forget we talked for hours you never cared what i say. Show me you hate me blow off my head kill me i'll be dead
17.
Remember the roses with baby's breath, Given in dozens at a time? They've been replaced by bitter words, And fear in both of our minds? Remember the flowers that once were alive? Now are dead, petals on the ground. Without love not a thing can live, Especially when you're gagged, tied, and bound. I once would send you flowers arranged, To show the love I had; But now all you send are dead flower corsages, Of love that was just a fad.
18.
i was born into your world. the bastard son of a raped little girl. i could feel the cold of winter even though i was born in June. my mother lied to me. she wouldn't let me see. she told me the world was beautiful when it was ugly in actuality. but you opened up the curtains. made it as plain as day. the world would grow to hate me and you were the first to say. you made me feel like a christ. held down and nailed away. my feelings died like a christ. it was clear that i had to pay. your words hammered into me and it was plain to see. you thought that i would return to kill but how could i when i'm still nailed to my tree. my world became you. you let the darkness shine right through. you became a metaphor for all that was dead but somehow i still can't live without you.
19.
stock up on bullets i'm still on the loose. try to ignore me but that is no use. ill be your lover and you be my hater. it works best that way when you save me for later. kill away your lover. kill away your savior. kill away the memories of all the love i gave you. pick up your gun. blow off my head. my love won't die until i'm dead. i am your problem and you want to kill me. the fact that i still loved you and that you're what filled me. you want it to stop and you know just how. but i have to ask who the killer is now.
20.
I turned to you god, i did. Begged you on bended knee. But you turned away god you did, If you're even god indeed. I turned to you god, i did. Begged you on bended knee. But you turned away god you did, If you're even god indeed. I turned to god And he turned away. Ignored my prayers The day that I prayed. But he isn't real. God is just a lie. And if he is He just left me to die.
21.
we were both nailed to the same cross she on one side and i on the other the evil world put us there to punish us for the truth we discovered and on that day our blood mixed dripped on the ground and met with a kiss the hatred of millions brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever tears were as blue as the ocean the blood was as red as fire in the sky our blood mixed together and turned to gold and from it the light reflected in our eyes and on that day our blood mixed dripped on the ground and met with a kiss it was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever i thought it a sign from above i heard through the death as the angels they sang but she bought her way down to freedom and ran far away and left me to hang and on that day our blood mixed dripped to the ground and met with a kiss it was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever and on that day our blood mixed dripped to the ground and met with a kiss was the hatred of millions that brought us together i thought from that day on that nothing would sever but I was wrong!
22.
my eye has got this thing in it. i tried to gouge it out. i'm rotted black with fear, remorse, and misery, and doubt. my eye has got this thing in it. each time i try to pray my head is full of suicides. please take it away. the floor is a lake. the dam is a door. please try not to drown yourself, my tears are on the floor. my eye has got this thing in it, i wish i could be blind. then i would not have seen the things that terrorize my mind. my eye has got this thing in it, i know you put it there. each time i cry, i wanna die, choking on your hair
23.
i cannot tell how many days it has been since i realized i could never win. the scars are too deep and the limbs are gone and all my sunsets come at dawn. the misery comes down deep and hard. every shred of hope has gone so far. i feel dead and raped inside. dried up are the tears that were in my eyes. so i do what i can do and what i can do is cry. and slice myself with razorblades and hope that soon i die. and i spend every morning mourning. every afternoon and evening too. and i spend every morning mourning since there's nothing left that i can do. many are the people who are dying and many are the people who are crying. i am not an exception, but the rule. and i am not a man, i'm a fool. i am dying inside of my casket. I know that I can no longer mask it. i feel dead and raped inside. erased is the life that was in my mind. No, no, no, no Razorblades
24.
When I look at you, I see what shouldn't have happened. I can see in your eyes a bad accident. The victims are many, the injuries grusome. The bent tracks and the words that I never meant. Forgive me for what I know I said has caused. The bloodshed and the gore that is scarred in your head. I would erase the time past away, But you can't fix what's broken when everything's dead. But every train wreck is beautiful, I guess. As long as it's just in your mind. Does the wreck go away that's inside your head, Upon the day that I die? When I look in the mirror all I see is the victim, But you see a terrorist wielding his bomb. When I look at myself, I'm bruised, torn, and beaten, Crucified, died with nail-marks in my palms. It seems that you see in me a dictator, Cruel and unflinching with selfish demands. The truth is I'm love disguised as a stranger, And I carry nothing but gifts in my hands.

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Includes both the original 2001 album (remastered in 2015) and the 2015 remake that was supposed to have been released in 2016 but never was.

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released March 6, 2001

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Thomas Christ Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Hailing from Pittsburgh PA, Thomas Christ is an industrial rock/electro rock solo project that began in 1999. With 18 albums (and counting), Thomas Christ continues to deliver emotionally and politically charged rock and electronic music that draws inspiration from a wide variety of genres an aggressive, industrial edge that must be heard to be appreciated. ... more

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