Halls of Isolation

from Pathetic Disgrace by Thomas Christ

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Beeping alarm, time to throw up, look in the mirror.
Each day the same, and my image gets clearer.
I don't eat, and I don't sleep, I know I'm failing.
My arm is tight against the wood and they're nailing.
I have a car, I'm free to ride, but going nowhere.
I look at them, and they glance back to throw their death stare.
The only thing I learned is how to hate myself.
Wishing I could be anyone else.

Every day, I walk these halls of isolation.
Inside of me, the silent scream of desperation.
Might be the only one who's walked here alone.
This desolation is all I've ever known.

This is why I'm wearing black now every day,
To reflect indifference and the hatred sent my way.
No, I will not fit in to your shallow, stupid world,
But why'd it have to mean that I should never have a girl?
I take the books out from the bag and throw them at the wall,
Then I summoned a pestilence to rise and kill them all.
Unless you walk these halls, you will never understand.
It is more than anyone could ever withstand.

This was the school of suffering in silence,
And every name had to be crossed off of my list.
No heart left, every piece of it broken.
Not even once was my name ever spoken.

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from Pathetic Disgrace, released February 11, 2015
Thomas Christ - all instruments, vocals, production

Recorded in 2014

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Thomas Christ Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Hailing from Pittsburgh PA, Thomas Christ is an industrial rock/electro rock solo project that began in 1999. With 18 albums (and counting), Thomas Christ continues to deliver emotionally and politically charged rock and electronic music that draws inspiration from a wide variety of genres an aggressive, industrial edge that must be heard to be appreciated. ... more

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